Am I angry about the state of the world? Anger is a total waste of time and energy and only lessens you. The world now is just Hell and I was born into that and survived it.
My childhood was filled with adults telling me to "stop being sensitive" and it became something I tried to force out by trying to counteract it. I adopted this existence of forgiving horrible people and their wretched behavior by just assuming the "it's not you, it's me" standpoint.
It took me decades to really understand my entire self as a physical, mental, and spiritual machine ... and that there was a lot that needed to be done to keep all those aspects not only healthy but in BALANCE.
I talk often about my chronic health conditions as well as chronic pain from some injuries I sustained from a car accident and also arthritis and degenerative disc disease in my back. Something I don't talk about much (anymore) is also that I also have PCOS.
